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My love, leave yourself behind.

Beat inside me, leave you blind.

My love, you have found peace.

You were searching for release.

You gave it all, into the call.

You took a chance and you took a fall for us.

You came thoughtfully, loved me faithfully.

You taught me honor, you did it for me.

Tonight you will sleep for good .

You will wait for me my love.

Now I am strong

You gave all you had and now I am home

My love, leave yourself behind.

Beat inside me, leave you blind.

My love, look what you can do I am mending, I'll be with you.

You took my hand added a plan.

You gave me your heart

I asked you to dance with me

You loved honestly did what you could release.

I know you're pleased to go

I won't relieve this love

Now I am strong

You gave me all

You had and now I am home

Beat inside me, I'll be with you

Nothing special to record Ji'nan, just,yes, I got here at last, the place I dreamed for long. Because of sb.

Gradually found the travel alone was not a good choice, especially in the city. Perhaps, only Vivian think so.



The hotel in Ji'nan.Bed's big,for one.



Famous Daming Lake. So so, compare to Nan Lake in Yueyang.By the way, Nan is free, but Daming takes 40 Yuan.



Baotu Spring in several years ago, the water would really effuse strongly from the bottom.
But today's, pls see the pic below. Makes people disapointed.
Sb told me, it was really amazing years ago. But years ago.

5th station, came to Tai'an where Tai Moutain locates, one of the Five Sacred Mountains.
1545m.

At here, I really exactly started my own trip alone. All alone, all strangers on the way.
Booked air ticket and hotel in advance and get on the way in the morning.
Kept silent and merely opened mouth, carefully observed passengers and guess what they were thinking about at that moment.

Little Vivian's world is boiling. No need to ask you to understand and treasure.
Waiting still.


The hotel in Tai'an, feel like home, kind owner and service.


The gate to the top, Red Door.


Enjoy the great landscape of China from Tai Mountain.








This time, chose to clime 2 high mountains, because I want to conqure myself, do sth special. Myself. Alone.


The top of Tai Mountain, 1545m.


Little tired Vivian was on the back of the top.

4th station, Hengshan, is a big high moutain, 1.29km, one of the Five Sacred Mountains
This was not my first time to get here, but first time to arrive the top of moutanin by feet.
I was with David Chen there, he had a lot of experience in climbing, but I did not, so that day I was exhausted.

One thing important, Hengshan was well known that there are lots of afficacious Gods there, so we could see the devout people on the way to the top of moutain.

I was one of the devout.Still remember my move,weakness,tears and all in front of the serious statue. We human are really really nothing when we are facing the nature, fate, destiny circles and so on.

Fate. My mum once told me, before you were born, your life and death had been previously set by the hands of gods.
I was not convienced that moment, but gradually find it is true.

If you know my story, you know what I mean.


The path to the top, narrow,precipitous


A big stove during the way, telling you the traditional religional cultrue here.


Vivian and David Chen in the middle of the moutain.
You can not imagine actually Vivian was as tired as a dog at that moment! But she loves dog!


The tower back is the top. I have get my trousers rounded up for convience and the faster.
And the white back is cloud and sky.


Vivian was standing in a place at 1290m.
In this pic, the house you can see is for burning the joss sticks, the thing I held in hands in 3rd pic.
By the way, David Chen is Moslem, but he boght and burned it, too.Hahahaha.............

3rd station,came to Changsha.
A familiar city near to my hometown.
At here, I chose to live in the hotel, not at Yuan's home. I thought I need some space to let me safe and free, alone.

In Changsha, I met David Chen by chance. He came to Changsha for travel and we booked the time together, to walk around, to taste the special food and to the next station,Hengshan.

Because of the food here, I think, from the point of view of back-to-Shenzhen-today Vivian's, Changsha was one of my happy stations during this long travel.But pity that I was busy eating and have not taken any photo of those delicious food. Pity!


Changsha is good place and famous with its people who likes playing and knows how to play.
And its cultrue is with the high buildings and strong demostic feeling.
Every day, lots of people in this city would date friends to find delicious food and interesting bar or some other places.
I am starting to have a different view to this city and its people.





A long and wide river.
People like walking along it to have some fun, or,for exercise.


Chairman Mao.
He was the most famous people from Hunan. All Hunanee are proud of him.







David Chen, Vivian,My sister-Yuan and her husband

This time, I went back to my university, with my sister, Yuan. There,holding lots of my memory and harvest,gave me so much and all reverberated in my head during the 2 years after graduation.

I always miss the days at there with my friends, we leisurely walked along the lake, we hardly searched the delicious food, we poorly got ready for the coming examination in freezing liabrary,too much.

And always miss the days in my little room rent at the last year.From this room, I started my independent life from some point. From this room, I met Sharp. From this room, I found some good and interesting experience.

But, during the visit in school, I gradually found I was losing the real meaning of my trip. To this, I need to make a decision: to adjust myself, or stop it and go back to Shenzhen.

I need some time.



This is the road between the liabrary and Foreign Language Building,between the lake and my domitory, which I needed to pass through, almost every day


Foreign Language Building.


Liabrary. We English major students always made the proud record here-most quantity of visiting.
Hope same now.


Still that warm road.


The students in front of English Building. There must held some performace because I saw a lot of foreigners working or studing in the school got many flowers in hands and many Chinese around them on the day I took photo.
Hehe,students are students, they(including student Vivian)  think the strange foreigners are like a secret and want to get close,which would mean close to some fame or sth good, and, learn the English conviniently.But after the touch with William(a foreign teacher in school),graduation and work in a company with lots of foreigners, I have to say, truth is truth,wherever they are from, they are still the same as us. 2 eyeballs, 1 mouth.Some are good and some bad.Sometimes strong and sometimes weak. No difference.
Don't lose yourself.


The road to domitory.


Hope Bridge. In front of Hope Gate.
Lonely William always stood there and looked at the passengers.



A street makes you happy, because of the food and places killing time.
Drinking,cake, noodles,preserved salty vegetables,barbecue, Internet bar and some shops girls like!!!

All "!!!" for the fantastic memory, not the real visit.

Hope to find out what I want to find out.

I love the things without plan, for example the trip today in a reservior named Dajing in my hometown.

Just last night we said how about go to Dajing and have a relax, then we were here.

Fantastic day. If Katherine was here as well, that would be better!



The sentence means-what I drive is not the car, but lonliness.



It was taken by me on a horse, mama and aunt were not in this photo because they were faster!!!



Taken from a temple at the top of hill



We were on a boat



The wave was made by a wild duck, which attacted our attention for a long time. And our boat!!!!



Taken by mama.

Made the trip at last.
The first station is my hometown.

Have not taken train for a long time after graduation when time became always not enough.It was almost one part of my student time. so when the train ran, a close,exciting and warm emotion rushed to me.
Seems that the hills, trees, rivers and followers on the side were opening their big arms and saying"hello" .
They are my friends!!!!!!!!!!









They were taken from same spot, but different view.


Silent familiar stranger1


Silent familiar stranger2



Silent familiar Vivian






Silent raiway. If road could tell.

Arrived! And my hometown changed a lot, cleaner,wider. Wohhhhh, I am back!







Without telling mama my exact back date, so I am staying at my sister's home.
She and her husband cooked a lot for me! I love eating, sleeping.

There are also many trees and hills waiting me to explore and the life here makes me want to get marry,hehe, it is better there is somebody,haha~~