时常发现，我如此钟爱自己。我将心灵与身体视为两姐妹。而我，是这对姐妹的母亲。身体是姐姐，心灵是妹妹。姐姐时常包容妹妹的情绪与放纵，仍然不离不弃的守护着妹妹与母亲。身体，坚强隐忍。心灵好强也脆弱。身体很懂事，很爱母亲，不让妈妈受怕受苦。心灵很有想法，总是问妈妈，人生是该如此，爱情是该如此，屈服随流是该如此吗。外面有风雨时，姐妹两人守护爱护母亲。身体给母亲做坚实的后盾，心灵安慰母亲，还有我们。陪着母亲，感受爱与痛的层叠，期许，失落甚至绝望；陪着母亲，挑战一次又一次的自己和生命。这样一对乖巧的姐妹，怎能不爱？
我的好宝贝，妈妈现在真的好疲累，心灵尖锐矛盾的问着妈妈如此多问题，妈妈还未能消化。妈妈需要时间好好思考。这个过程里，妈妈想带你们去接触更多更广的东西。你们和妈妈一起好好成长好吗？妈妈现在只是希望，姐姐在不断精进的时候，妹妹也能变得更加坚强起来，好吗？我们三个，一起努力，好吗？
妈妈爱你们。
Nothing special to record Ji'nan, just,yes, I got here at last, the place I dreamed for long. Because of sb.
Gradually found the travel alone was not a good choice, especially in the city. Perhaps, only Vivian think so.
The hotel in Ji'nan.Bed's big,for one.
Famous Daming Lake. So so, compare to Nan Lake in Yueyang.By the way, Nan is free, but Daming takes 40 Yuan.
Baotu Spring in several years ago, the water would really effuse strongly from the bottom.
But today's, pls see the pic below. Makes people disapointed.
Sb told me, it was really amazing years ago. But years ago.
5th station, came to Tai'an where Tai Moutain locates, one of the Five Sacred Mountains.
1545m.
At here, I really exactly started my own trip alone. All alone, all strangers on the way.
Booked air ticket and hotel in advance and get on the way in the morning.
Kept silent and merely opened mouth, carefully observed passengers and guess what they were thinking about at that moment.
Little Vivian's world is boiling. No need to ask you to understand and treasure.
Waiting still.
The hotel in Tai'an, feel like home, kind owner and service.
The gate to the top, Red Door.
Enjoy the great landscape of China from Tai Mountain.
This time, chose to clime 2 high mountains, because I want to conqure myself, do sth special. Myself. Alone.
The top of Tai Mountain, 1545m.
Little tired Vivian was on the back of the top.
4th station, Hengshan, is a big high moutain, 1.29km, one of the Five Sacred Mountains
This was not my first time to get here, but first time to arrive the top of moutanin by feet.
I was with David Chen there, he had a lot of experience in climbing, but I did not, so that day I was exhausted.
One thing important, Hengshan was well known that there are lots of afficacious Gods there, so we could see the devout people on the way to the top of moutain.
I was one of the devout.Still remember my move,weakness,tears and all in front of the serious statue. We human are really really nothing when we are facing the nature, fate, destiny circles and so on.
Fate. My mum once told me, before you were born, your life and death had been previously set by the hands of gods.
I was not convienced that moment, but gradually find it is true.
If you know my story, you know what I mean.
The path to the top, narrow,precipitous
A big stove during the way, telling you the traditional religional cultrue here.
Vivian and David Chen in the middle of the moutain.
You can not imagine actually Vivian was as tired as a dog at that moment! But she loves dog!
The tower back is the top. I have get my trousers rounded up for convience and the faster.
And the white back is cloud and sky.
Vivian was standing in a place at 1290m.
In this pic, the house you can see is for burning the joss sticks, the thing I held in hands in 3rd pic.
By the way, David Chen is Moslem, but he boght and burned it, too.Hahahaha.............
3rd station,came to Changsha.
A familiar city near to my hometown.
At here, I chose to live in the hotel, not at Yuan's home. I thought I need some space to let me safe and free, alone.
In Changsha, I met David Chen by chance. He came to Changsha for travel and we booked the time together, to walk around, to taste the special food and to the next station,Hengshan.
Because of the food here, I think, from the point of view of back-to-Shenzhen-today Vivian's, Changsha was one of my happy stations during this long travel.But pity that I was busy eating and have not taken any photo of those delicious food. Pity!
Changsha is good place and famous with its people who likes playing and knows how to play.
And its cultrue is with the high buildings and strong demostic feeling.
Every day, lots of people in this city would date friends to find delicious food and interesting bar or some other places.
I am starting to have a different view to this city and its people.
A long and wide river.
People like walking along it to have some fun, or,for exercise.
Chairman Mao.
He was the most famous people from Hunan. All Hunanee are proud of him.
David Chen, Vivian,My sister-Yuan and her husband
This time, I went back to my university, with my sister, Yuan. There,holding lots of my memory and harvest,gave me so much and all reverberated in my head during the 2 years after graduation.
I always miss the days at there with my friends, we leisurely walked along the lake, we hardly searched the delicious food, we poorly got ready for the coming examination in freezing liabrary,too much.
And always miss the days in my little room rent at the last year.From this room, I started my independent life from some point. From this room, I met Sharp. From this room, I found some good and interesting experience.
But, during the visit in school, I gradually found I was losing the real meaning of my trip. To this, I need to make a decision: to adjust myself, or stop it and go back to Shenzhen.
I need some time.
This is the road between the liabrary and Foreign Language Building,between the lake and my domitory, which I needed to pass through, almost every day
Foreign Language Building.
Liabrary. We English major students always made the proud record here-most quantity of visiting.
Hope same now.
Still that warm road.
The students in front of English Building. There must held some performace because I saw a lot of foreigners working or studing in the school got many flowers in hands and many Chinese around them on the day I took photo.
Hehe,students are students, they(including student Vivian) think the strange foreigners are like a secret and want to get close,which would mean close to some fame or sth good, and, learn the English conviniently.But after the touch with William(a foreign teacher in school),graduation and work in a company with lots of foreigners, I have to say, truth is truth,wherever they are from, they are still the same as us. 2 eyeballs, 1 mouth.Some are good and some bad.Sometimes strong and sometimes weak. No difference.
Don't lose yourself.
The road to domitory.
Hope Bridge. In front of Hope Gate.
Lonely William always stood there and looked at the passengers.
A street makes you happy, because of the food and places killing time.
Drinking,cake, noodles,preserved salty vegetables,barbecue, Internet bar and some shops girls like!!!
All "!!!" for the fantastic memory, not the real visit.
Hope to find out what I want to find out.
I love the things without plan, for example the trip today in a reservior named Dajing in my hometown.
Just last night we said how about go to Dajing and have a relax, then we were here.
Fantastic day. If Katherine was here as well, that would be better!
The sentence means-what I drive is not the car, but lonliness.
It was taken by me on a horse, mama and aunt were not in this photo because they were faster!!!
Taken from a temple at the top of hill
We were on a boat
The wave was made by a wild duck, which attacted our attention for a long time. And our boat!!!!
Taken by mama.
