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时常发现，我如此钟爱自己。我将心灵与身体视为两姐妹。而我，是这对姐妹的母亲。身体是姐姐，心灵是妹妹。姐姐时常包容妹妹的情绪与放纵，仍然不离不弃的守护着妹妹与母亲。身体，坚强隐忍。心灵好强也脆弱。身体很懂事，很爱母亲，不让妈妈受怕受苦。心灵很有想法，总是问妈妈，人生是该如此，爱情是该如此，屈服随流是该如此吗。外面有风雨时，姐妹两人守护爱护母亲。身体给母亲做坚实的后盾，心灵安慰母亲，还有我们。陪着母亲，感受爱与痛的层叠，期许，失落甚至绝望；陪着母亲，挑战一次又一次的自己和生命。这样一对乖巧的姐妹，怎能不爱？ 我的好宝贝，妈妈现在真的好疲累，心灵尖锐矛盾的问着妈妈如此多问题，妈妈还未能消化。妈妈需要时间好好思考。这个过程里，妈妈想带你们去接触更多更广的东西。你们和妈妈一起好好成长好吗？妈妈现在只是希望，姐姐在不断精进的时候，妹妹也能变得更加坚强起来，好吗？我们三个，一起努力，好吗？ 妈妈爱你们。

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My love, leave yourself behind. Beat inside me, leave you blind. My love, you have found peace. You were searching for release. You gave it all, into the call. You took a chance and you took a fall for us. … Continue reading →

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Nothing special to record Ji'nan, just,yes, I got here at last, the place I dreamed for long. Because of sb. Gradually found the travel alone was not a good choice, especially in the city. Perhaps, only Vivian think so. The hotel … Continue reading →

5th station, came to Tai'an where Tai Moutain locates, one of the Five Sacred Mountains. 1545m. At here, I really exactly started my own trip alone. All alone, all strangers on the way. Booked air ticket and hotel in advance and … Continue reading →

4th station, Hengshan, is a big high moutain, 1.29km, one of the Five Sacred Mountains This was not my first time to get here, but first time to arrive the top of moutanin by feet. I was with David Chen … Continue reading →

3rd station,came to Changsha. A familiar city near to my hometown. At here, I chose to live in the hotel, not at Yuan's home. I thought I need some space to let me safe and free, alone. In Changsha, I … Continue reading →

This time, I went back to my university, with my sister, Yuan. There,holding lots of my memory and harvest,gave me so much and all reverberated in my head during the 2 years after graduation. I always miss the days at there with … Continue reading →

I love the things without plan, for example the trip today in a reservior named Dajing in my hometown. Just last night we said how about go to Dajing and have a relax, then we were here. Fantastic day. If … Continue reading →